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Cissnei ([personal profile] notmyrealname) wrote2017-04-25 05:09 pm
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Video - 16th Nov

[personal profile] 11121_assumption 2017-11-16 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ It had been a while since Walter had contacted Cissnei. There had been a brief text exchange once she was out of the nightmare forest, to check that she was safe outside of it again. But then he had left Johto to explore Kanto, and had bee carefully preparing things. This was the next step, although is was the most difficult.

Gracie the Floette was at his side to act as moral support, as was Claudia whenever he called her. He knew his Ninetales was friendly with Cissnei's shiny Lucario; that seemed to be a shared trait among his Pokemon.
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Cissnei? Do you have some time?
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[ CW: Death/Suicide ]

[personal profile] 11121_assumption 2017-11-21 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I wanted to discuss...things from my world. And what you saw in the Forest.

[ He put his hands together, trying to think of how to talk about this. With Henry, he had crafted his worlds to show him his life, and his death. While he had spoken to some precious few about what he had been, he had learned that some people found it upsetting. Even if it simply was the truth. ]

You said I was bleeding, in the video. Was it from my neck? Here? [ He slightly tilted his head, pushing back his hair and touching over his artery; the one he had severed himself when he had committed suicide. ]
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[personal profile] 11121_assumption 2017-11-24 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. It is how I died. [ He tiled his head back correctly, hand dropping from his neck. Gracie floated resolutely beside him. ]

Before I came here...where I was from, I had been dead for ten years before I awoke here. I think that some Pokemon can sense that. Such as the Pokemon who created the forest.

[ On cue, Doll faded into view behind him. Gracie jumped, but smiled whens he recognised the Banette. Doll giggled good-naturedly and waved to her, then floated to his other shoulder and hung off it, like a cat. Walter glanced to her. ]
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[personal profile] 11121_assumption 2017-11-25 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
I remember parts of it...I remember, standing over my grave. I had been buried in the town I had been raised, beside lake Toluca. It had been one of my favourite places...it was so quiet, and the lake always had a fog or a mist over it.

[ This was omitting a Lot of details but, he didn't want to go into depth about the rituals involved in bringing him back to being. ]
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[personal profile] 11121_assumption 2017-11-25 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He nodded, thinking quietly. ]

Sometimes, we would go out on the water too. We were only meant to go out there with the priests, but sometimes I would go to the shore alone. I'm glad, they buried me there. I was not sure if they would.
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[personal profile] 11121_assumption 2017-11-25 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

[ He shook his head. He certainly did not rest in peace. ]

My afterlife was not something I could control. I told you before. Valtiel was always with me, and after I died I could not resist his calls.
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[personal profile] 11121_assumption 2017-12-11 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He sighed and avoided looking at her, speaking softly and reaching up to pet his Pokemon. ]

Even if he had not been there, I...my life was not kind. I had committed suicide, Cissnei.

I do not intend to do that here. This place...what I have here, is much better than how my life had been. It's still not easy...a year on, I am still surprised some mornings, to feel my heart beat. [ He turned to her. Doll slid into his lap and patted his side. Gracie also gave an encouraging cry, holding up her flower. ]